omg omg its been a gazillion years since i last posted anything at all i bet eveyrone's deleted the existence of my blog.. wahaha.. i mean.. impt things go into my own diary rite? rite. hmm.. life's okaay.. busy with o1.. and thinking of my cookie monster.. and wondering why in the world he isn't insanely in love with me.. ok shaddup all u smartasses out there i wasn't asking u.. hmmm.. been into knitting scarves recently.. to cuzzie wuzzies i'll miss u like mad... hurry and come back okie. and hope u use the scarves i gave u =^_^=.. to o lvl ppl.. jiayou mans.. last lap.. some shud be over by now rite.. oh ya! and must post wad huimin posted too! =)

how can you tell if you have fallen in love for someone?

1) you ask her for a childhood photo of hers.

2) you imitate her habits; for example, you used to think that carrot juice is the grossest thing on earth, but after she forced you to drink it, you'll order it for yourself whenever you're at a juice store.

3) you will buy her anything, as long as you can affort it.

4) you would not mind repeat at the answering machine, 'it's getting cold, please take a hot shower and rest early, or you can call me if you can't sleep. let's have breakfast tomorrow morning?' and you don't mind repeating the same thing again, afraid that you might have missed out anything.

5) you will wake up in the morning automatically, have breakfast with her and send her to work, though the time you could spend with her is only 45 mins.

6) whenever you see a girl on the streets who looks like her, you would think that you are silly but you will smile from the bottom of your heart.

7) your heart aches when she wears very little, and you would not have any impure thoughts, but worry whenever any guy comes near.

8) you save up every sms such as 'thanks for having breakfast with me this morning...:)' you will look at it 7 times a day, and would not mind showing it to your friends.

9) you always reconsider how do you behave in front of her, 'did i leave her a good impression?'

10) whatever incidents that happened to you, she would be the first person you want to tell, to share your joy with; whenever you feel sad, you will pretend to be strong and find it difficult to tell her the truth. but when she asks you to say it out, you will just throw out everything without disguise.

11) you feel jealous about every male around her, including her puppy.

12) you imitate whatever she uses, eats, and plays.

13) you have just watched a nice movie, you want to watch it with her again.

14) you have bought a nice watch or clothing, you want to buy the female version for her.

15) when there is a festival or holiday, you have already reserved the day for her, hoping that she would make a date with you; if she doesn't, you would rather spend it alone.

16) you are always checking your handphone, wondering if you have missed any of her calls or sms. you will panic if it's a 'no number' missed call, 'cause she might just called you from a public phone because her handphone has gone low-batt.

17) you want to get to know more people around her, hoping to understand her better, and at the same time, find out if she ever mentioned any others guys in front of them.

18) when the two of you are taking a ride, tired, you will rest your head on her shoulder.

19) you are still holding her hands in front of your relatives and friends and you feel happy about it.

20) you find it funny when she grumbles and make stupid faces, and you just want to hug her tight, tickle her and make her laugh again.

21) you want to hug her too when she cries, and hug her tight and wait for her tears to stop patiently.

22) when you hug her on the bed and she falls asleep quietly in your arms, you know that it's all you wanted: you are the happiest man and you wish that moment would stay forever.

23) you don't want to keep a photo of the two of you in your wallet, because you want to see her whenever you can.

24) your heart aches when she falls sick; but it becomes more painful when you tell her you would buy anything that she wishes to eat and she replies, 'fries and coke please...'


before & after